you have to do the dishes. you can be happy about it or you can be a grump about it. but you still have to do them. you can keep mental tally marks of who does it more often, but that doesn't erase that they have to be washed.
you have to go to work. you can do it happily or you can leave with a frown. but you still have to go.
yes there are days when i choose to be selfish. i let the laundry pile higher for one extra day or i let dominos make dinner. but then there are days like today:
the power went out and school was cancelled, so we cuddled in bed until noon. and as my husband's cold nose brushed my cheek i thought about how lucky i am.
dishes and laundry and work will always be around. but few are the days of simplicity.
no worries or obligations. just the person you love sitting next to you as you sleepily whisper your dreams to one another and plan the future.
life's obligations are important. but your heart, it's also important.
sometimes you need a day, or a morning, away from distractions to re-align.
life shouldn't be about counting calories or to-do lists or calculating who is making a bigger effort. because even when technology and vehicles and warm showers are stripped away, there will still be people around you. you can be a good person to be around, or you can be exhausting. you can be pleasant or you can be a ticking bomb.
i made a great choice when i chose to marry nathan. but it's my job to make sure he feels that he made a good choice -- every day.
accountability keeps a marriage happy. blame shoves a marriage aside.
you can be the problem or you can prevent it.
and that is what i've learned.
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